I'm mad at the Prick

The title pretty musch sums this one up. The target of my anger has ordered that i leave him out of my blog. Yeah that helped my anger towards him sooooo much, the prick! So for this blog I will just refere to him as the prick.

I have never been shy about my opnion that pot should be legal since it is much safer than a cigerette and no more harmful than a beer. both those things are legal so what the hell is up with pot being illgal.I've also never made my use of it a secret. Every single time the subject of pot has come up the prick has never come across as jusdgemental. He's always been clear it isnn't for him, he doesn't like it, he's not comfortable with it around the kids but it was fine for other people.

Tonight I went to spend some time with friends and I was very clear it would be there. He said go, have a good time, consider it your mothers day gift. So I went and I enjoyed myself. I make no appologies for anything, it was very nice.

I came home he was still in the same crapy mood he was in when I left. Infact he was so consumed with his own crappy mood that he didn't bother to ask Hannah how her night had gone and thus he had no idea her entire bag, with expensive things in it, had been stolen!

At one point he asked if I toked and when I saud yes you could see he was mad so I asked if he had a problen with that and he said a little but he'd get over it. I was very confused and a bit upset at that so i walked away and left him alone. We've had more conversations about potthan I can count and he's never had a problem with others doing it, it just isn't for him. He's even shared the opinion that maybe it should be made legal. He had no problem with me going, it has been no secret that I enjoy smoking and have done so before. What the heck was he thinking I was going to do and what is his problem now?

So a little bit later he comes out to me completly attacking me as if I just commited a murder! It came completly out of left feild. He is all over me because I did something illegal, and what kind of example was i setting for the kids by doing something illegal. Is he an idiot or just a jerk because I am always talking about how it should be legal and the fact that just because something is illegal doesn't mean it's wrong. What the hell doesn't even begin to describe what I was thinking as the the prick was going on and on. Frankly I think I'm setting a great example for our kids (even though none of then were even there). I believe the laws against pot are wrong, unjust and based on falsehoods. If I beleive a law is incorrect, morally wrong, or unjust then I will not follow it. I will not put blind faith in the system that simply because they put a law on paper that it is a good or correct law. If people did that then where would we be with womens rights, cival rights and child labor in this country. I think making a decision based on facts, a moral stance and with my eyes wide open sets a pretty good example for my kids no matter what the subject might be. The whole times he's picking this fight his only arguement was that it was illegal and if it's illegal it must be bad for you. It was clear there was no independant thhought in him at all over this. It was also clear that the prick had been talking out his ass on this before.

Finally he appologised for his attacking but he kept on the subject like he was looking for another way to argue. He didn't seem to care for the fact tat I wasn't taking the bait. At one point it occured to him that I would be blogging about this so he ordered me to leave him out of my blog. So he went from treating me like a leaper that had just commited murder to throwing out orders in an attempt to squash my free speech. Amazingly he;s not really understanding why i'm not happy with him. So now he's not in this blog, the prick is instead. I am unbelievably mad at the freaking prick and I encurage others to be as well. Where the hell does he get off acting this way. I don't intend to make any secret of my anger because I feel like he's been lying to me and totally blowing off everything I've ever had to say on this subject.

The judgemental prick is in deep do do this time. I don't care what the hell he says now, how am I susppose to believe him and not wonder if it's not jsut lip service again. hell he can't even think of one dangerous thing about poit that would be a reason to keep it illegal and I was much much more sober with it than I would have been after a few drinks which are legal.