Just letting the frustrations fly

I know I've blogged about JT company, the taxes and money issues before but it's just getting worse. I'm the one taking the hit for thier mistakes. Every single time he speaks to HR he is assured the problem is going to be taken care, the money will be returned blah blah blah. JT is really not good at remaining on top of things, being forcefull or even fully understanding what needs to be done at point A in order for point B to happen. Since it's his company I have to sit back and watch him not get things done. Last week he was promised that the taxes would be returned ASAP and possibly within a few days and that the whole tax form mess was now fixed. Ok so I wait paitently and by Wed nothing so I ask if he might contact them again to see what going on and such. He does call and is told that the person will look into it and get back to him. A couple calls later and this afternoon he's told he has to do a paper copy of the forms with his signature and get it back to them before they can do anything with the back taxes. WTF. Nobody mentioned this in the dozen of previous calls he made , not once. Last week he was promised it was fixed and he'd be getting the money back right away. Today they act as if it's his problem to fix and not thiers. I don't think we are ever going to see that money. He yealls at me for complaining to him that he's not staying on top of this and insisting to talk to someone that can do something about the problem they caused. Well hell it's only about a $1000 were talking about, no big deal, my mistake for thinking it might be important enough to get mad over! The more I think about it the angrier with him I am getting.

I just want to cry. I'm taking the kids to get a fucking Fathers Day present for JT because it's important to them not to let him down. This is the same idiot that didn't have them get me a damn thing for Mothers Day, he didn't even plan anything for them to do with or for me. While I'm squeezing money out for his gift I'm trying frantically to figure out how to have enough money to still have my birthday party (which I am throwing and planning all by myself because he's not interested enough). I look forward to a birthday party with friends all year long and I wanna do it nice and right. I don't want ot cancle it but it's on the might have to list.

I shouldn't be angry at JT as he didn't cause this problem but really I am. He doesn't even seem to care that once again if something has to go it's gonna be something for me. He just accepts it as if someone told him the price of gas went up again. I guess he just expects me to be the one always giving up and doing without, now it's normal.

Ok rant over. Off to perform a another mirical with money.