just stuff

So I thought I'd right how life is going along with a few gripes. Kim if you read this or have it read to you DO NOT TAKE IT PERSONALLY, if I was really upset at you I'd talk to you about it without a problem :) Oh and Danielle mind your own damn buisness!

So far my plan of a bit of regular schooling for Jason and Hailey, everyday, has worked out well. They really look forward to it and like it a lot. Of course they only like it for about an hour a day so that what we do of formal stuff. Xavier is right their in the middle of it with us. They particularly like the series of Magic Tree House books we've been reading through. Hailey is diving right into math and Jason is really reading well. It's a bit odd doing math with Hailey because she can not count in sequence beyond 11. She tries and tries but simply has not been able to get it. Jason has suddenly had a light bulb go on with words and reading. He's really enjoying discovering that he can in fact read lots of things. He's doing well in math to but it seems to bore him a bit right now. He's not much for repetative work on something he thinks he knows unless it's very short and simple.

Hannah is doing very well balancing her two schools. I think she could be doing better but that is probably just my mom high standards thinking that. I tend to hold her to pretty high standards without really realizing it. Her hardest class is her Honors History followed closely by her French. It's nice watching her be independent of me. Of course I have issues with a lot of her classwork, I would do things differently if I were in charge but I'm moving past that. I have had issues with the public school but after a letter and a few phone calls things are straightened out. Tomorrow night She goes to the homecoming dance, she has a date she is meeting there and she's wearing a real semi formal dress and shoes.

I've been dealing with a lot of pain. Back, neck, head and tooth to name just some. The neck has sent me to the ER twice and the tooth now has a partial root canal that I have to finish next week. I've also been doing PT, injections and had an MRI done for the neck. The physical therapist thinks it might be a pinched nerve, perhaps by a disk and the doctor suspects it might be as well. Not fun, but thisa is how my life goes. The older I get the worse my body gets. I don't like it one bit. It's not fair to live in a constant state of pain that very few people ever really and truly understand. Most simply don't believe the pain is what it is and that sucks even more.

We still have a ton of people living with us. I am really stressed with it for a whole lot of reasons. At times I feel like I am a mother to a handful of overgrown teenagers who perpetually act like they are 15 year olds just hanging out! That part is the absolute most frustrating and it bring me to a boiling point often. JT had a serious man to man talk with Jensen about getting a job, which means he has to actually look for one. It worked for a day! He's 21 has a child and is still acting like a child waiting for everybody to tell him how and when to do things. He sits on the couch all day playing on the computer, watching movies and chatting with Tessa, who is also behaving like she's about 15. They do nothing around here, not even pick up after themselves. Tessa leaves pop cans and her pill bottles all over the damn place. I know this situation is temporary and will pass but in the meantime I may go postal on some asses. I know it's temporary because JT is not going to allow it to go on for to much longer without giving ultimatums. I'm nice and I will wait an eternity for people to get their shit together but he is not. A few days has now turned into almost a month and another family. Oh and while I am griping, what the fuck is up with two toddlers going through a gallon of milk in twelve hours!? That is fucking insane and way to expensive for me. Ok gripe over, nobody take it personal. If I wanted people to take it to heart I'd tell you myself.